How am I feeling right now?
Conflicted about leaving. Especially since S has been grousing that she will be missing her friends and Singapore. I keep worrying about whether I'm doing the right thing tearing them away from a life that they are so comfortable and happy with.
The overriding emotion though?
Tired.
Tired from all the packing and last minute cramming to meet weight requirements for the flight.
4 lives condensed to this ...
While we were packing, I felt that we were bringing too much.
Now that we are done though, the finality has set in and it's sobering to see your life condensed into a suitcase.
I tell my children though that as long as we have one another and we hold on to each other, we're gonna be ok.
Now it's time for me to believe that.

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